Feeling bitchy today, which feels good and bad.
Feels good to rant to myself and let shit out, but then I also feel bad/guilty for some of the stupid things I am bitchy about. So its time to stop and let go for the day.
Some of it I think is build up from being "so nice" I am always usually smiling and people think I am happy all the time and just so nicey nice, and I like them thinking that. But after smiling and nodding so much, sometimes just one last straw can set me off so that I want to rip someones face off.

My mom is in Italy for 10 days with a cousin of mine on a group tour. Started out in Taormina. (near Sicily) Yesterday hiked all over Mt Etna. Spending 4 days in Taormina and then 4 days in Rome. Doing the Vatican, Capri, and Florence. USA and Italy are against each other in the World Cup on Saturday, so Brad and I told them to get their asses to a bar to watch with the locals and to just not root for USA and keep quiet.

I've been calling her daily using JAJAH.com costing me only 2 and half cents a minute. It's a great service. I felt bad first time I called since I didn't know or try to use any italian and just hoped they could figure me out which is rude rude rude of me. So now I got my line down. "Bona sera. Stanza una quattro una. Grazie!"

Last night watched Larry Clark's movie Bully based on Jim Schutze's book "Bully: A True Story of High School Revenge" a true story murder in 1993. Great movie. Based on a book/true story. Then got caught up in anther fabulous 1962 movie Luis Bunuel's The Exterminating Angel a foreign film about a dinner party that cant seem to leave the room and no one knows why and they just go along with it and then they start getting on each others nerves, lashing out at each other, and run out of food and water in the room.